So ive had a crush on this guy for ages but ive got a seizure condition. My seizures are usually caused by stressful and getting overly nervous. Obviously, this goes amazing with having anxiety lol.
So basically me and my crush are js on a walk and im thinking that it’s going well and he feels the same abt me. Im also freaking out internally bc this could be the day we have our first kiss which is terrifying but in a good way (idk if that makes sense).
After like an hour or so we’re at the top of some hill, js talking abt random stuff and he jokingly says ‘this would be a great place to kiss.’ This kinda stuff gets me really nervous and red and i start laughing awkwardly then i half jokingly lean in to kiss him. Big mistake lol.
He leans in as well, literally pulling me in to kiss him, so im fcking terrified of whats happening but also super happy abt it bc i wanna kiss him. Then js before we can actually kiss everything goes blank and when it’s not blank, we’re sitting on the ground and hes js making sure im okay. He starts explaining that i had a seizure and hes really sorry abt it, still obviously checking if im okay and asking if he should call anyone. Im like ‘nahhh it’s all good’.
After all this happened he asks ‘ik this is probably a really awkward time to say but i still think this is a good place to kiss.’ I agree w that and kiss him, so now we’re dating lol.
TL;DR: i had a seizure trying to kiss my crush but we’re dating now
Quick edit: i know its not exactly a fuck up but it started with a fuck up and ended rlly well lol