TIFU trying to kiss my crush

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So ive had a crush on this guy for ages but ive got a seizure condition. My seizures are usually caused by stressful and getting overly nervous. Obviously, this goes amazing with having anxiety lol.

So basically me and my crush are js on a walk and im thinking that it’s going well and he feels the same abt me. Im also freaking out internally bc this could be the day we have our first kiss which is terrifying but in a good way (idk if that makes sense).

After like an hour or so we’re at the top of some hill, js talking abt random stuff and he jokingly says ‘this would be a great place to kiss.’ This kinda stuff gets me really nervous and red and i start laughing awkwardly then i half jokingly lean in to kiss him. Big mistake lol.

He leans in as well, literally pulling me in to kiss him, so im fcking terrified of whats happening but also super happy abt it bc i wanna kiss him. Then js before we can actually kiss everything goes blank and when it’s not blank, we’re sitting on the ground and hes js making sure im okay. He starts explaining that i had a seizure and hes really sorry abt it, still obviously checking if im okay and asking if he should call anyone. Im like ‘nahhh it’s all good’.

After all this happened he asks ‘ik this is probably a really awkward time to say but i still think this is a good place to kiss.’ I agree w that and kiss him, so now we’re dating lol.

TL;DR: i had a seizure trying to kiss my crush but we’re dating now

Quick edit: i know its not exactly a fuck up but it started with a fuck up and ended rlly well lol

Comments

  1. pearllypie3 Avatar

    But did you get that first kiss??
    Don’t sweat it. It was out of your control! This would be a cute story to tell at your wedding 🙂

  2. Amadan81 Avatar

    It’s not ideal, but it’s not exactly a fuck up either.

  3. avid-learner-bot Avatar

    At least the seizure added a little drama to what could have been a boring first date… here’s hoping your future kisses are less shocking but just as rewarding.

  4. ssmud1 Avatar

    Green flag guy

  5. VoKai Avatar

    You didnt fuck up tho

  6. hhempstead Avatar

    am happy for you sis. go girl!

  7. ZippyTheWonderbat Avatar

    Not a fuck up. Just tell him you sometimes orgasm from kissing.

  8. sendmemesyeehaw Avatar

    awwww that’s cute

  9. bscross32 Avatar

    Not a FU. If he stayed after that, he’s probably a good dude. That shit’s scary as hell to witness.

  10. Raz0rking Avatar

    All went well, not really a fuck up. But you know what is a fuck up?

    Your writing style.

  11. NOT000 Avatar

    im still waiting on my first siezure

  12. Babatunde-77 Avatar

    if he stayed and helped u he’s definitely a good guy

  13. TraditionalAd6461 Avatar

    I misread “trying to kill my crush”

  14. Shamelescampr559 Avatar

    Lol that would be kind of cute to get a kiss and just she starts spazzing out. You’re like what the hell 😂

  15. TheBoggart Avatar

    Sigh. I guess I’m old because I couldn’t read this without wanting to stab myself in the eyes. I hope it has a happy ending though.

  16. nigeriance Avatar

    Sounds like it all worked out!!

  17. Hadokant2 Avatar

    Omega green flags from this guy

  18. uptown_josh Avatar

    Probably got a first kiss and a little more while you were seizing. I would go to the ER IMMEDIATELY for a rape kit to be done. He may have raped you while you were unconcious.

  19. Txphotog903 Avatar

    Such a cute story. I’m glad it all worked out.
    Old guy here… Is it that much more trouble to type about and just and I know? I see this a lot and I know what’s meant, but why not just type out the whole word?

  20. Ab47203 Avatar

    Well that was surprisingly adorable.

  21. chicharro_frito Avatar

    Could be worse, I’m assuming you didn’t piss or shit yourself as a lot of people do when they have a seizure?

  22. HEYitsBIGS Avatar

    Sounds like a good dude. 👍

  23. shadoboy712 Avatar

    That’s an adorable story. I hope things goes well and its a story to remember

  24. TangiblePear Avatar

    It didn’t even start with a fuck up. Why are you posting this here?

  25. redravenkitty Avatar

    This is actually really wholesome 🥹

  26. seyit91 Avatar

    This was a great moment where you could see that you could potentially trust this guy with your life. I hope you both have a happy life together 🙂

  27. platinum_toilet Avatar

    Not sure where the TIFU is.

  28. profist Avatar

    js abt 2 hv strk rdng ths

  29. scottsloric Avatar

    Im glad ur ok. I got scared one of u rolled off the hill or something 😭

  30. nagchamploo Avatar

    You literally fell for him

  31. HerrDoktorLaser Avatar

    If you’re blacking out before a simple kiss, this relationship is going to be a heck of a roller coaster.

  32. Electronic_Cow7159 Avatar

    This is straight out of a movie

  33. k0skii Avatar

    What does js mean

  34. ShimmerRipple Avatar

    He likes you so much it’s kind of adorable. You didn’t mess anything up, your body just went full drama mode.

  35. mrzurkonandfriends Avatar

    Thats wholesome as fuck. I hope you get married.

  36. md28usmc Avatar

    I about had a seizure trying to figure out what “js, abt, ik” meant

  37. GozerDaGozerian Avatar

    If you don’t marry this man, I will.

  38. Traditional-Loss-947 Avatar

    Learn to spell. That hurt to read. Glad you are okay. 

  39. badbeachboy Avatar

    this is a cute story u may tell your grandkids

  40. DrRakdos1917 Avatar

    I hate the way you text

  41. Eevee_Lover22 Avatar

    Seizures aren’t really something you can help. The fact that your new boyfriend recognized that and just tried to help you, then let you actually have that kiss proves he’s a good guy. Hang on to him.

  42. OriginalFluff Avatar

    You used whatever “js” is 2x more than needed which is kinda hilarious for an abbreviation of a four letter word

  43. Turbulent-Comedian30 Avatar

    100 percent marriage material

  44. dramaticExi Avatar

    I read this as “couch” and assumed it was J.D.

  45. Medical_Mix6379 Avatar

    That’s a keeper right there

  46. DarkArcher__ Avatar

    Look at it this way, you two are never gonna forget your first kiss

  47. TheDevilsAdvokaat Avatar

    Glad it worked out in the end.

  48. carmardoll Avatar

    Man I would have panic so bad. If I grab someone to kiss them and they star having seizures.

  49. SadDragonfruit6181 Avatar

    Here. Have a bouquet of green flags. 🇳🇬

  50. DietDrBleach Avatar

    Marry him now

  51. SendHelpImScared Avatar

    Pro Tip: Try not to do that at the wedding.

  52. ProudBorder1125 Avatar

    bf material fr!!!

  53. jevski7 Avatar

    okay but this is literally the most chaotic and wholesome love story ever 😭

  54. upfrontagency1 Avatar

    “…we have our first kiss which is terrifying but in a good way (idk if that makes sense).”

    Makes sense for everyone in love, sweetheart! This lyrics is some 350 years old:

    If love’s a sweet passion why does it torment?

    If a bitter, oh tell me, whence comes my content?

    Since I suffer with pleasure, why should I complain

    or grieve at my fate, when I know it’s in vain.

    Yet so pleasing the pain is so soft as the dart

    That at once it both wounds me and tickles my heart.

    I should add that I also have epilepsy, and the only one I let near me after a tonic-clonic before regaining consciousness is my wife. I’m apparently shying away from everybody else.

  55. _steve_rogers_ Avatar

    Good place to have a seizure

  56. Throwawai14718 Avatar

    I love how he indirectly asked for consent instead of just kissing you by saying this and observing your reaction. That way he’s sure without killing the moment – making it even better. That’s what I say when I tell people that you don’t have to kill the mood when asking for consent before doing something

  57. gingrbredman90 Avatar

    r/wholesome maybe?

  58. T-7IsOverrated Avatar

    my 69666420th reason /s

  59. dentistcoochie Avatar

    Please don’t write like that