Unfortunate life of an illegitimate child until she grows up

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I was born illegitimate. I am aware of it ever since. Ikaw ba naman ipanglandakan ng buong kapatid mo nung bata pa na anak lang ako sa labas. My “so called father” would take me to their house and let me play with my half brothers and sisters. But the adults never knew that they were bullying me. They would throw hurtful words, would even shoo me away kasi dagdag daw ako sa gastusin. And what’s more worst? My half brother is sexually harassing me and stealing things from me. I never told anyone about this, I’ve kept it for years, until I got older and found the courage to tell to my mother. She was concerned. I know. But it can’t change the fact that noone will ever believe me if I told them when I was a kid . Up until recently, I had to sleepover at their house for lamentation. I thought he had changed, but he went near me and pulled my pjs but I resisted and fought back and walked away from him. Another one, my “so called father” is ashamed to tell people that I am his daughter – which I don’t care. He doesn’t even give me allowance anymore, since my mother died. There was one time, I heard a man asked him, “who was that?” he replied “she’s just my niece”. Cool. Even one of my girl cousin hates to see me having fun with my other cousins, she thinks I’m flirting with them. What a fucking mind she have.

That’s why I’m finding a way to cut my father’s side off.