ALS (Lou Gehrig’s disease). Your body dies (or nervous system) from the outside in eventually rendering you crippled but your mind is still coherent and lucid.
Seriously right now I am afraid that I will just become more hardened to white people. That if one of my grandchildren brought one home I would be done with them- and that would break my heart
To lose myself, and this is not some kind of pompous phrase, it’s true, I don’t want to become someone else, pretend to be someone else, I just want to be myself. That’s why I’m afraid of losing myself
my NPD parents. I’m 28 now and they still want to control my marriage and social life. Would blame me and say the hurtful words to me if I disagreed with them. I’m afraid of getting back home or even getting their messages of asking me to go home.
Having a genuine existential crisis. One time it was late at night and I started questioning if there was a god, etc (I’m Christian, but questioning), and I started to feel this dread
Other than a couple creepy crawlies, I’m not so much afraid as opposed to feeling frustrated that I may not experience some things before I die. Like having an intimate moment with another person, irl, being touched. But if I had to say it, I’m afraid that ship may have sailed. And I may never accomplish more things off my bucket list. So, yeah, I feel more frustrated and sad than afraid.
That I won’t get out of the states before the fascists these idiots put into power close the border for us still inside it and the coming civil war breaks out.
Well, a tornado was spotted decently close to where I live tonight while I’ve been at work so the answer rn is that I’m afraid my house is fucked and my pets are gone. 7 minutes until I clock out, 45 minutes home, and then (hopefully) I can relax.
Drowning. I used to have vivid nightmares of drowning in an ocean, and chastising myself for holding my breath. Over and over for decades! I almost drowned in a public pool…guessing that’s the cause.
Being confined in a small space. Unable to move and upside down. Think cave. No one around; no one knows where you are. Can’t move. Same thing but being alive in a coffin underground. ugh. Can’t even watch movies that come anywhere close to this.
Being stuck here endlessly. That this is it. That the last time worked and this is it. This is where I stay.
My plan isn’t to be here for eternity. I have a plan. I know where I’m going when I’m done with this vessel. But I’ve tried to go so many times before, I worry that I fucked it all up.
I know this sounds weird. I know most people will tell me that I can’t possibly know where I’m going. You have to understand what I do, what I know, and what I’ve experienced in order to understand that I do know where I will be going. This will be my last round about. This is my final one. I know this as a fact, beyond just a belief.
I’ve dealt with depression so much and I’ve tried to go so many times. Every single time I try, this place feels less and less real and more and more like an endless loop where I will be forever. I feel like I’m not aging, I’m decaying. My body is rapidly breaking down and I can feel my mind going, too.
I’m also losing access to help keep my body capable. Not just typical healthcare access but with being able to find a source of the problems. My doctors are guessing at this point. They have no idea what’s going on. They’re fixing symptoms not sources.
I’m most afraid that this is my ending. That I’ll be stuck here in a decaying body that takes eons to finally stop functioning.
Dying anytime soon because I have little kids and my biggest fear is I will die and they will be alone.we have family far away and their dad works away from home for days at a time.
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Torture
Being trafficked
not find your purpose in life
Summer school
I’m shit scared of the dark 😂
Losing one of my kids.
Any of the people I care about getting hurt or dying.
I’m scared of myself
When the demons say to me, God can’t hear you down here
The day my dog passes away
Snakes. Severely. Like Panic attack inducing afraid.
Convinced one day I’ll see one wlaking, hiking etc and have a heart attack.
Losing my kids or spouse.
Reason and logic tossed out the window and religion ruling again.
Waking up in the morning
ALS (Lou Gehrig’s disease). Your body dies (or nervous system) from the outside in eventually rendering you crippled but your mind is still coherent and lucid.
Snakes
Loneliness
Living until my late 90’s or so. Because I know the last 15 years are so will be in constant pain. LOL!
Waking up blind. I had a nightmare recently where this happened and I couldn’t get help because I couldn’t use my phone to call anyone.
I mean seriously, what do you do?
Losing a limb in a freak accident or having my dick fall off. I like my dick.
Heights and the future
Seriously right now I am afraid that I will just become more hardened to white people. That if one of my grandchildren brought one home I would be done with them- and that would break my heart
Loosing the people I love because I already have and my heart can’t bare something like that again
Being sucked into the escalator when you get off. It scares me to the point where when I near the end of an escalator I basically leap off.
Wasps.
That I will fail. I am terrified of failing… and I fail all the time. But that is what I’m scared of the most
If I speak “Its” name, it might appear…….. I can not take that chance.
Staying stagnant and not growing or being able to heal my trauma to become the best version of myself. I’m still in the stagnant phase 😅
The US becoming 1930s Germany
The paradoxical idea of complete nothingness after death.
how much my death will hurt
not being able to include music in my career
Dying suddenly and/or alone
That one day, before I realise it, I’m an old man who hasn’t achieved or built anything of value in his life.
Nothing i dont give a fuck
becoming homeless
Trump and his sycophants blowing up the largest world’s single economy and by extension, dragging the rest of the world down into a recession.
Happiness. I feel it’ll soon be snatched away The moment i get it.
Werewolfs
Snakes 😫
America.
To lose myself, and this is not some kind of pompous phrase, it’s true, I don’t want to become someone else, pretend to be someone else, I just want to be myself. That’s why I’m afraid of losing myself
The decisions I make when I stop taking my meds and crash out.
my NPD parents. I’m 28 now and they still want to control my marriage and social life. Would blame me and say the hurtful words to me if I disagreed with them. I’m afraid of getting back home or even getting their messages of asking me to go home.
Spider
100% Burying my children.
Should never happen.
Having a heart attack. Honestly, just saying that made me kinda light headed.
Staying stagnant in my life & never getting somewhere.
Losing loved ones. Painful, long death. Being depressed and mentally ill for the rest of my life.
Having regrets before I die. Not living life to the fullest.
Never making anything of myself.
Dying with a life not lived and loved.
being eaten alive by like a bear. and yes i did watch the movie Annihilation way too young.
Dying single 🥹
I’m not telling you, you’ll just use it against me!
My sister
Having a genuine existential crisis. One time it was late at night and I started questioning if there was a god, etc (I’m Christian, but questioning), and I started to feel this dread
Other than a couple creepy crawlies, I’m not so much afraid as opposed to feeling frustrated that I may not experience some things before I die. Like having an intimate moment with another person, irl, being touched. But if I had to say it, I’m afraid that ship may have sailed. And I may never accomplish more things off my bucket list. So, yeah, I feel more frustrated and sad than afraid.
sex
Death
That I won’t get out of the states before the fascists these idiots put into power close the border for us still inside it and the coming civil war breaks out.
The collapse of western civilization.
Growing old and weak
Pain after death/ anything negative after death. The idea of nothing forever is also incomprehensible and terrifying
Does this pain last forever ?
Not being worthy of saving.
Not having enough money
Being a failure and dying alone with nobody remembering me
Continuing to live an unhappy life
Being told I won’t be able to do the things I want to do because of my health.
Being stuck on a elevator or a room full of dolls
Frogs
Waking up at 40 with nothing of substance. No accomplishments, just shattered dreams, debt and regret
Well, a tornado was spotted decently close to where I live tonight while I’ve been at work so the answer rn is that I’m afraid my house is fucked and my pets are gone. 7 minutes until I clock out, 45 minutes home, and then (hopefully) I can relax.
Drowning. I used to have vivid nightmares of drowning in an ocean, and chastising myself for holding my breath. Over and over for decades! I almost drowned in a public pool…guessing that’s the cause.
Living a life of dependency
I’m scared of being stuck forever and never being happy again
Getting stuck physically.
Water. Specifically oceans though
Being confined in a small space. Unable to move and upside down. Think cave. No one around; no one knows where you are. Can’t move. Same thing but being alive in a coffin underground. ugh. Can’t even watch movies that come anywhere close to this.
Having found the love of my life; to be told that I am unloveable. Or losing him having just found him.
That our country is being destroyed by the orange moron.
Being stuck here endlessly. That this is it. That the last time worked and this is it. This is where I stay.
My plan isn’t to be here for eternity. I have a plan. I know where I’m going when I’m done with this vessel. But I’ve tried to go so many times before, I worry that I fucked it all up.
I know this sounds weird. I know most people will tell me that I can’t possibly know where I’m going. You have to understand what I do, what I know, and what I’ve experienced in order to understand that I do know where I will be going. This will be my last round about. This is my final one. I know this as a fact, beyond just a belief.
I’ve dealt with depression so much and I’ve tried to go so many times. Every single time I try, this place feels less and less real and more and more like an endless loop where I will be forever. I feel like I’m not aging, I’m decaying. My body is rapidly breaking down and I can feel my mind going, too.
I’m also losing access to help keep my body capable. Not just typical healthcare access but with being able to find a source of the problems. My doctors are guessing at this point. They have no idea what’s going on. They’re fixing symptoms not sources.
I’m most afraid that this is my ending. That I’ll be stuck here in a decaying body that takes eons to finally stop functioning.
The monster under my bed.
Losing my dick
Not living up to my dreams
Death
Not becoming who I know I can be.
Doing bad at sex! I need the girl to be Uber satisfied.
Dying anytime soon because I have little kids and my biggest fear is I will die and they will be alone.we have family far away and their dad works away from home for days at a time.
Snails!
It’s just the thought that as I get older so do my loved ones (or that one day she won’t be here anymore).
Losing my love of my life and kids then die alone
DOGE
Getting that old that I can no longer work or wipe my own backside.
I have altocelarophobia.
Look it up. I’d rather not look up.
fail to something i said to anyone that im working on it or going to do this.
Girls
All forms of resistance.
Nothing anymore
I don’t like to walk through life in fear but the minute heights get involved I’m a pussy
Out of a six year relationship and not finding someone else to get to love. I still want to everything just feels so hopeless