So hello guysss!! Hopefully you are having a wonderful day. I should be studying but I just want to tell somebody what I have been feeling. So this year was my first year in high school, where I met the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. As someone who never had a crush I was really obsessed with her. I couldn’t stop talking about her, always thought about how to impress her and how to at least speak to her. After 3 month of hopelessness she suddenly sat next to me on a random Friday – and began talking to me. I was so happy – never was I so happy. Then the Christmas holidays came up and I decided to add her on Snapchat. At first I always started the conversations, but when I time passed she became a really good friend of mine. Why didn’t I just accept that she only sees me as a friend? – I think it was because of her giving me some “signs”. She always told me I am smart and girls like that and that I am not ugly etc.. I tried everything to get her. Tried impressing her by playing guitar for her, wrote a guitar song, worked out, changed to a better style etc. What gave me even more hope was her asking me for my Instagram. I was the only boy in class having her insta. We also had so many stuff in co.mon Now to the thing I regret until know. Valentine’s day was coming up and I prepared the cutest gift ever. I made a homemade rose with paper for her. Pur chocolates and so on. However on valentine’s day I was on vacation and I told the friend to put the present on her desk. She was really happy about it – I think. But she immediately texted me that say that she thinks that I was it – I think I made it too obvious. I told A friend of mine to tell her the truth in a way that she didn’t know that I knew that she knew. And she told my friend that she thinks that it’s so cute and that we have so much in common and that she will never be mad at me. She lied. She has been ignoring me and the friendship hss never been the same. Just why? What did I do wrong. At least I want her as a normal friend. Thank you guys for listening. Greetings