the desires ebb and flow depending on how depressed I am tbh but it never really goes away. I feel horrible for even thinking these thoughts. I know the typical response is try to clear your feed of it and don’t act on it but I’m getting really annoyed of the cycle of dipping back into those thoughts and them forcing myself out of it
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It depends on what the kink is. Immoral is subjective to your morales. If your kink is just being pissed on, go wild. If it’s something damaging to others or abusive you need to seek help if you can’t control it/it is bothering you.
Honestly I think it would help if you shared it so we can all judge the fuck out of you. It’ll be like shock therapy for you and maybe cure it.
Intrusive thoughts, you might have ADHD
If your kink is between consenting adults and nobody is being hurt (unless they want to be, I mean. BDSM is a thing.) then it’s really not immoral. But if it’s not between two or more CONSENTING ADULTS, you need to seek therapy and sort out why you want to do this thing, before you make it a reality and harm somebody.