Trigger warning⚠️
I can’t be the only one with this issue…
Part 1: I’m a lesbian and in a committed long term relationship with a much older women, but of late I have been struggling in the bedroom. My partner is gorgeous and very attractive, however I don’t seem to get randy when I’m with her like I used to in the beginning of our relationship. When we are intimate she trys to pleasure me, but it always ends up feeling uncomfortable, sometimes painful and can cause me to bleed. I have reached the point where sometimes I will fake finishing to end the intimacy, for my partner on the other hand she feels pleasure 10 times greater than I do and always has a great time. What should I do?
Part 2: When I’m alone and feel in the mood, I will reach for p**n. But unlike most lesbians I won’t watch w/w, and instead I’ll watch w/m content. I don’t know why I used to have the best intimacy with my same sex partner, and now struggle being intimate with her. Why can I watch w/m content without issues?? The fucked up thing is I DO NOT find men attractive and the idea of personally being intimate with a man repulses me. But I can watch a man pleasure a women?? Sorry if this doesn’t make much sense.
TL;DR
How can I watch w/m content but be lesbian?
Tips to feel pleasured again?