There are a few things that are crucial for me. First and foremost is my faith in God. Then, consistently exercising makes a huge difference, and finally, my medication is essential for my well-being.
>
i’m waiting for the next pc handheld that will be released soon. lol. but keeping aside being alive even tho is hard is the one thing i will not give up. also i love my family. and planning to have my own soon.
I don’t want my partner, family and friends to feel the grief and pain I do after losing my mom. It changes you and life never gets the same again. I wouldn’t wish this on anyone. ❤️🩹
Once life is over, that’s it. You don’t get another shot, you can’t go back.
So I’m around to see what else life has to offer, to see what happens. I don’t have anything better to do anyways.
As far as day to day motivation goes, I look forward to my days off because I get to sit on my comfy couch and play whatever game I’m currently playing. I get to sip my coffee and zone out. It’s my favorite thing to do.
I’m still breathing so I have to keep going. And tell myself tomorrow is gonna be better a thousand times every day. Deep down I believe that the future is promising.
The thought that tomorrow could be better than today. I’ve been through some really dark times but that simple belief has gotten me through every single one of them.
Waking up one day and not being in tension about necessity
Not about garbage, drinking water,
And the loan that my family have taken from our relatives, they are always rude and try to make my mother a shit for asking them money and cant able to pay it back.
I dont want to completely cut out from them just my mom should be free from all this shits and i should face them..
i make music. i know i have stuff to do. i HAVE to do it. i don’t care about ‘happiness’, i just have to…keep living and doing stuff. not just the music. something. whatever.
Comments
God.
Lack of motivation to stop…
Kids
Im huffing and puffing on a daily basis. Monstrous drug addiction, brah. I’m on fire.
10 seconds of courage
Caffeine
The opportunity to deliver value to the shareholders 💹
I’m so f’ing stubborn!
Chemistry
Rage
My daughter and my pets. Got to keep doing it for them.
My cat needs me
The fact that I need money to pay bills 😅
Because giving up isn’t an option.
spite, and caffeine
my kids
The possibility (guarantee) that i’ll make a lot of money in the future
Hope
Thinking about my loved ones. I’m truly lucky to have them in my life.
This fuckn heart just keeps beating yo idk
My heart beat
Lego
nothing tbh 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Just In case it gets better
Caffeine, fresh air/nature, my cats, connection to the holy spirit. Without those I am not sure I could endure.
Debilitating perfectionism and an irrational fear of mediocrity
My dog, and spite.
My son
I have a lot of the world still to see
A rare deacadely compliment
My wife and hobbies, soon hopefully kids.
Remembering that I am in my youth…Just keep it positive even If I am screaming inside
I am alive and not dead. Also these incredible legs
Knowing that better days are ahead and with God there’s nothing that can’t happen.
Andre Agassi had a great quote. “Hatred sends me to my knees. Love brings me to my feet.”
Spite
Im just want to help people around me
Hope
Southern fried chicken
There are a few things that are crucial for me. First and foremost is my faith in God. Then, consistently exercising makes a huge difference, and finally, my medication is essential for my well-being.
>
Loved ones and things I’m looking forward to
The finality of death, once your dead that’s it.
Colombian Drywall
The knowledge that people love me, even if I don’t love myself.
Pure spite at this point
Nicotine and an addiction to my work
The gym
My son.
Music and having brain fog
i’m waiting for the next pc handheld that will be released soon. lol. but keeping aside being alive even tho is hard is the one thing i will not give up. also i love my family. and planning to have my own soon.
My dopamine
Living to service my god, people I love, and my dogs. I find myself so fortunate to be able to pour into these things because they mean so much to me.
Family, I need them and they need me.
My kids, always.
I don’t want my partner, family and friends to feel the grief and pain I do after losing my mom. It changes you and life never gets the same again. I wouldn’t wish this on anyone. ❤️🩹
Fishing and living life to its fullest. I also overcame my thanatophobia, yet, I still have isolophobia.
Mother Earth, I love her so much (💙-💚)
Sustenance and water.
Curiosity and Stubbornness.
My mother
God and my family.
… i wouldn’t call any of this “going”
The randomness of life and my curiosity for what happens next.
Knowing that my life could be much worse. Complaining is not always valid.
My faith and my kids
Because i’m broke and needed money
Giving up isn’t really an option.
God and my family.
Caffeine, Adderall and family. Not necessarily in that order
Mom and the pets. Once she, my pupper, and my cats all kick the bucket, I don’t care anymore… but thankfully, they’ll be by my side for a long time.
Cocaine
Once life is over, that’s it. You don’t get another shot, you can’t go back.
So I’m around to see what else life has to offer, to see what happens. I don’t have anything better to do anyways.
As far as day to day motivation goes, I look forward to my days off because I get to sit on my comfy couch and play whatever game I’m currently playing. I get to sip my coffee and zone out. It’s my favorite thing to do.
Zoloft
I’ve got mouth to feed
Family
Recently single, recently over it, and no one’s gonna stop me 😜
My husband and my cat
better future
Great wife/partner
King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard is still making music.
Nothing,
I’m on auto pilot tbh
Sex
God
Today, not much. I’m feeling defeated and ready to give up.
A fondness for oxygen.
I’m still breathing so I have to keep going. And tell myself tomorrow is gonna be better a thousand times every day. Deep down I believe that the future is promising.
The thought that tomorrow could be better than today. I’ve been through some really dark times but that simple belief has gotten me through every single one of them.
too deep into the transformation to go back
My cat
My daughter’s and my son.
Waking up one day and not being in tension about necessity
Not about garbage, drinking water,
And the loan that my family have taken from our relatives, they are always rude and try to make my mother a shit for asking them money and cant able to pay it back.
I dont want to completely cut out from them just my mom should be free from all this shits and i should face them..
i make music. i know i have stuff to do. i HAVE to do it. i don’t care about ‘happiness’, i just have to…keep living and doing stuff. not just the music. something. whatever.