Soo i am with this girl we are texting since december she’s in my class as she is introvert we barely talk and the first time we talked i asked her study related smthg on WhatsApp later things got deep and we came into relationship js on text she always said ki plan a homely date I cant come in a cafe and you’re not freaky your not romantic soo i planned our first date and flirting asked can i taste your lipgloss she nodded we kissed that day hugged and got home after a day she texted me this she replied we shouldn’t makeout until we are comfortable “Idk how this all happened. My body gave you acceptance, and trust me, I wasn’t getting butterflies or something. I was feeling completely different. I was remembering all those times where I got touched physically by many, but sometimes I just kept quiet and didn’t do anything. And I know you aren’t a creep, so don’t feel guilty. I’m just telling you what I felt. I have never dated someone – I mean, I never felt it. I have always stayed away from boys (creepy ones), ’cause I never liked them. I gave you the hickey so you wouldn’t feel guilty. I was crying but didn’t want you to know. I tried to hug you and be comfortable, but you know it was weird for me. I think I’m the problem. I don’t fit in this. I’m sorry. I just cried the day after. Idk, I’m still overthinking, and I felt like telling you this ’cause we are not hiding anything from each other, right? I’m sorry if you feel I’m not right, and if you think, ‘How noob is she, can’t even bear with makeouts, and how is she gonna date then?’ I told you already, I seriously didn’t like you for that stuff. I’m the kind of person you won’t understand. Idk if I’m your type. I’m a completely different person. I’m bitter like coffee. I mean, sometimes I used to flirt with you but didn’t mean it. And seriously”
Tldr :-Been texting this introverted girl from my class since December. She’s shy in person but gets flirty and freaky over text. We started dating through chats, and she always said she’s not into public places and wanted a homely date. I planned one we kissed and hugged. Next day, she sent a long emotional message saying she didn’t feel butterflies, just something deeper, and the moment brought back past memories of being touched without consent. She said she cried after, gave me a hickey so I wouldn’t feel guilty, and feels like she doesn’t fit into this whole dating thing. She’s scared I might not understand her or that she’s not my type. She flirts online but says she never really meant it in person