I had it for a while but I was in denial because I thought that the idea of me having it was offputting, but I came to accept the fact that I have it today. I wouldn’t want to act on it, but at least I can admit to myself that I have it.
Basically, I get sexually aroused at the thought of someone having a full bladder (or bowel) and really needing to go. Sometimes I even get aroused if nature’s strongly calling me. I’m not turned on by urine or feces. Like a normal person, I find both of them disgusting. But the idea of someone really needing to go triggers something in me. It’s not for humiliation or anything, I find the experience itself arousing.
Why? Why would I have something like that? As far as I remember, I had a perfectly normal childhood but at some point I developed it (by the time I was around 10). Would someone just develop this at random?
I can’t think of any evolutionary advantages to this. If anything, it seems like a disadvantage because practicing this with my future wife would increase her chances of getting an UTI.
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Fetishes have nothing to do with “otherwise healthy” or evolutionary purpose. They’re your brain just getting its freak on
Well, that’s a new one.
Bad pickles
Like, you ate some badly fermented food. This causes weird pee stuff in some people because the rotten pickle juice crosses the blood-brain barrier and messes with you neurologically.
Actually I just made that up. Like you made up this story about feeling spicy off full piss-bags. Lord the nonsense I see on reddit
We don’t really know. Our best guess is that it’s a mix of genetic traits/inclinations and environmental factors probably during key developmental periods. People can also condition themselves into liking things. Basically where it came from is not nearly as important as the effect it has on your life. Like if it’s just a fantasy that you’re into, that’s fine, but if it’s something you need to get off and have problems finding partners, making you unhappy, it’s not.