That I let my partner’s acceptance of my mental health keep me from wanting to improve it. This was the most in love I had ever been in and I’m not sure I will ever feel that way again. It was four years ago and I still haven’t felt anything close to that. Our relationship ended because I was a toxic monster and was hurting his mental health. I have forgiven myself mostly and have grown to be a completely different person but I still carry a lot of regret. He hasn’t spoken to me in ~3.5 years.
This was unintentionally romantic and still very regretful. I’d say my biggest regret romantically was being friendly with a guy that led to him thinking I had feelings for him. I went with it for a month thinking I could start to like him but in the end, I really only got the ick. He started to love bomb me and it led to harassment.
If I knew being nice to him was gonna make him think I was falling madly in love, I would’ve barked at him at the beginning of it all LMAO
begging my ex to stay with me after he dumped me and then also begging him to stay friends, accepting his breadcrumbing, getting walked all over. he was so diabolically below my league and didn’t deserve any of that.
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That I let my partner’s acceptance of my mental health keep me from wanting to improve it. This was the most in love I had ever been in and I’m not sure I will ever feel that way again. It was four years ago and I still haven’t felt anything close to that. Our relationship ended because I was a toxic monster and was hurting his mental health. I have forgiven myself mostly and have grown to be a completely different person but I still carry a lot of regret. He hasn’t spoken to me in ~3.5 years.
This was unintentionally romantic and still very regretful. I’d say my biggest regret romantically was being friendly with a guy that led to him thinking I had feelings for him. I went with it for a month thinking I could start to like him but in the end, I really only got the ick. He started to love bomb me and it led to harassment.
If I knew being nice to him was gonna make him think I was falling madly in love, I would’ve barked at him at the beginning of it all LMAO
begging my ex to stay with me after he dumped me and then also begging him to stay friends, accepting his breadcrumbing, getting walked all over. he was so diabolically below my league and didn’t deserve any of that.
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Not fully understanding what I deserve/need from a partner. And, with that, also not knowing my worth