Why have I had to experience so much pain in my life? I’m barely 31! This isn’t fair!

I don’t know how to word this so I’m just gonna bullet point this. On mobile so sorry for weird formating.

-I have a meth-head for a deadbeat who chose that and partying over the mother of his child and his child! Who kept breaking promises to me and her.

-I was diagnosed with epilepsy when I was 12 (absent seizures)

• I was traumatized from the horrid treatment from both teachers and students in high school.

-Diagnosed with grammal seizures at 16 and most of my hair fell out.

-Right after graduation all my husband’s family members started dropping dead.

-Right after the 8th or 9th death (I lose count) his grandma passes away from terminal cancer and I got into an accident that resulted in the totalling of my car that I SOMEHOW walked away from.

-Have a falling out with a friend of 7 years

-Was abandoned by a high school friend after 16 years for petty ass reasons.

-My nana nearly ended up dying before getting at dialysis shortly after mt FIL passed away.

-I’m in chronic pain all the time now

-Find out my MIL was diagnosed with diabetes recently.

-Find out this morning my stepdads health isn’t doing great and my moms losing her mind

-there’s constant family drama between my family members.

-I’m working 2 jobs because my husband is struggling to find 1 and has been unemployed for over a year.

-I’ve had more grammal seizures in the past 2 years than I’ve had in the past decade.

There’s aren’t in any necessary order. I’m just so sick of everything. And that’s just scratching the surface. I wanna cry but I have to go to work. ✋️