Why is my environment suddenly stopped making any sense?

My mind is wondering why is this unknown object (kitten) making random high pitch voices and it looks like someone is inside him controlling his movements. It’s very similar to the bones in your fingers while the skin is attached to it.

I also don’t understand why I still have this thing (blanket) on top of me I can and I can’t feel it at the same. It’s like there’s another layer in between this blanket and my skin. It’s not air.

I’m starting to lose my concept of real and what’s not. I feel like I’m dreaming everyday. There are some days where I look at the sky and realizes it’s the same sky in the dream I had before though not all. And now I’d try to reminisce something from it.

The sky right now felt like I’m in one of a call of duty location. I had a dream before when I was in COD so I feel like I’m dreaming AND playing at the same time. The last time I played it was 4 years ago.

I experienced this a lot of times randomly but I’ve forgotten majority of them. It’s confusing but the moment I got out of it it felt cool. Similar to sleep paralysis, it was soooo scary while you’re at it but the moment you wake up you regretted waking up way sooner.