I am a 38 year old woman with no kids. I have an adorable dog, own my house, work as a senior accountant, understand the meaning of loyalty, companionship, commitment. I love love and would love to find love in my life.
Sadly I have herpes. I have had horrible luck in dating my ENTIRE life. Ever since I was in high school, non stop crappy relationships, until I ended up in a dangerous one. I was physically abused.
I few years ago, I realized it was me. I was attracting these types of relationships. So I am on a break! I haven’t been with anyone since 2022. I gained a lot of weight and finally on track to losing it.
I have no friends either! I wouldn’t say I was a bad person. I always thought of myself as a giver if I’m being honest. I have never been a taker, ever! I did have some anger problems when I was in my teens and early 20’s. That led me to a divorce. Well that and many other reasons. But I will admit to my wrong doings.
Am I completely SOL in finding a good man to spend my life with, dear Lordy. 🙏
Maybe I need to move to a different town to find the right one.
I am mostly an introvert and get very excited over things sometimes. I also like to try new stuff. I painted my kitchen cabinets, and counter tops by myself. I bought my own house to see if I could do it. Idk I like to challenge myself sometimes.
Anyways. My love. Where are you? 🥲
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I’m sorry to hear about your past troubles. Have hope, you’ll find your person, especially if you’re committed to looking and improving yourself. Good luck!
Continue healing yourself and be open to meeting people in small groups since you are introvert like myself.
You can control your herpes with medication from your doctor. Good on you for building a life without a man. It’s always good to have your own because you can’t rely on men. I would suggest getting back out there when you’re ready and comfortable with your body again. Maybe try dating different men than the ones from your past. Keep your chin up 🙂