Would you consider it acts of pedophilia? AMA

Is it weird that I still think of my friend and her friends and what they done to me in school, and get turned on by it? Like I can imagine myself there as the man I am today but I can still picture them the way they were that day, a bunch of 12/13 year old girls, eye level with their necks or shoulders looking up at them before it happened (this group of friends apart from two grew to like 5’5-7 in year 7 and just stayed that height since). Part of that reason would be because I don’t know what they look like now, but even then if I did I think I’d still imagine them as they looked on that day because that’s how it happened.